I want you to all be happy...

...to the point where I can't tell them that I'm not.

Goodbye..

Daniel Young AKA 'Rookie'
I haven't seen you in a couple years
and never will again
Why did you jump? Will we ever know?

Sleep well and Rest In Peace fella..

Lost.Rant.Lost

My life's a little bit like this at the moment.. everything is in turmoil and it's preventing me from being able to fully commit to ANYTHING! University have LOST a piece of my coursework.. and I cannot pass until they do! Also my lab partner LOST THE FUCKING RECEIPT! so if it doesn't show up.. I have to resit the EXAM.. which means a month of solid revision because I cannot retain ANY of what I learnt on this module!

Electric company has FUCKED UP! I politely requested on the 29th June for them to send the final bill to my HOME ADDRESS before taking a direct debit so I could be sure to have everything taken care of.. but do they listen? NO! they take us £240 overdrawn!!!




So what do I do if I can't get back into uni? I'm so so so lost right now.. really though! work at the pub for the year? climb the ladder? look for different work? join the police force? why not...




hmmmm somebody sort me out? let me find a big unattended suitcase full of cash! I need a positive vibe for today...

Something encouraging?

What would you have me say? If only it was as simple as this..





What do I do? what a beautiful couple of days.. improved only if I was allowed to DRIVE! FUCK YOU NHS AND YOUR CONSISTENT COCK-UPS! LET ME BACK IN MY CAR!

I don't know where my head is today.. it was great, then yo hear a song that sounds like it was tailor made and written for you personally! well.. most of it..

(this isn't the song btw.. I just really liked this today)

Don't pretend...

Had such a weekend.. Brum drinks. Yet I've had something on my mind.. I'mSo tired now.. I'm at the crossroads here.. which way? or do I walk back the way I came.. I'm stuck tbf.. you told me something and I have no idea what's up or down anymore...

Band Aids

GYM CLASS HEORES

"BAND AIDS"

Thank you.
You know exactly who you are
You played the role of superglue
When I was falling apart
Through all the papercuts
And all the broken hearts
You played the role of superglue
When I was falling apart
Thank you.
You know exactly who you are
Through all the nightmares
And anxiety scares
You played the role of superglue
When I was falling apart

RedPanda

What an amazing animal you are! I want one of my own!

I can't accept responsibility for things running the way they do. Things happen, things change. I haven't changed.. but everything around me has. You sit for so long in a seat where the legs constantly threaten to fall off.. and you get uncomfortable. I stood up on my own two feet.. and I won't be blamed for seeking the self-reliance and happiness that I was suggested to find.


it's definitely gym class heroes week

Gym Class Heroes lyrics

Gym Class Heroes - Papercuts Video - Gym Class Heroes Music Videos

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I'm pickin up good vibrations!

I'm going NOWHERE. Sick of sitting in at home all day because the things I wanna do and the people I wanna see are too far away and my friends are at work! I just need the hospital to hurry up and give me the all clear!

LET..ME..DRIVE..MY..CARRRR!!!!

Had some distressing news last night from my ex that her (our) Ferret Bella had run away which made me very upset and worried! I Love that annoying little shit! luckily all's well that ends well as she showed up safe!

I'm on a week of 'out with the old, in with the new' in so many respects. The most tedious of which is unpacking my uni stuff and throwing away loads of stuff. blergh.

However my week is going to be off to a flying start some point within the next few hours and I hope that it can keep going as positively as it has been over the past week!

This song is my theme tune for the day

A walk in the sun

Lads weekend away and the week leading up to it has put so much into perspective. I've become aware of other people more now rather than being drawn in and fixated on my own feelings. So I'm ready to be a better mate! Had so many laughs this week and some amazing conversation with someone who actually completely gets me!

I've rediscovered.. much to my shame.. a liking for McFly.. but only a select few songs! I'm not gonna be embarrassed about that! I've not got time for people and their petty troubles. Keep your dramas, your lies and your confusion well away from me!

I cannot sit still anymore!

-what a beautiful song-