I HAVE MOVED

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comedy comedy comedy

I've been asked/suggested to do stand-up comedy for uni.. so I'm gonna start focusing real hard on some funny material.. I just don't know if I've got what it takes when put on the spot! I met some interesting people tonight who have inspired me though.. let's just wait and see.


PS I fuckin miss my ferret.

comedy comedy comedy

I've been asked/suggested to do stand-up comedy for uni.. so I'm gonna start focusing real hard on some funny material.. I just don't know if I've got what it takes when put on the spot! I met some interesting people tonight who have inspired me though.. let's just wait and see.


PS I fuckin miss my ferret.

Today is the day..

Today is the day where I remember the past with a smile.

"even the grimy bits keep on getting brighter"

Today is the day where I sigh and try to let the past just slide off my shoulders. Where I remember you for a little bit longer but.. and not because I want you gone, but because I need new air.. I try and let you fade so that it doesn't hurt anymore. Today is the day where I have got loads done and nothing all at the same time. Today is the day where I've decided that there WILL be somebody out there that I can be everything for. SOMEBODY will appreciate and deserve me.

You can do what you have to do to be happy.. I'm gonna continue to re-build now and live for me :)

before I go.. Listen to this one last time. Just for me :)

Make this night worth my time..

Thursday, please don't disappoint! chillin'

new shoes new sound

bought shit today. good shit. shit that makes me happy. Liam moved in. I'm gettin ready for drinks. I momentarily have the internet and I'm waiting for somebody to decide to hurry the fuck up and come hang with me some time. eesh on a leash. oh and I'm totally climbing the walls thanks to energy drinks.


RAAAGGGHHHH!!!

Don't Pretend...

closing doors and I don't know how to feel about it. I have every reason to feel hurt and angry. I wonder if your new boyfriend knows that you text me tellin me you still love me and that you see us together in the future.

It was a good run whilst it worked... I wish you every happiness. Make your decisions in future and stick with them.. that'll save you ever having to hurt someone else again. But now I have to pretend you don't exist.. because I have a life to get on with...

x

this song

means SO MUCH to me.

What to do?

huh... being without internet in the flat by myself is actually killing me. Don't get me wrong, I love my space! but company would be really good once in a while! I'm bored of geeking it up and watchin the whole Star Wars Saga! I can sympathise with Annakin.. he goes bad because he thinks inwardly and gets twisted with his hatred and anger... and does shit he regrets eventually... don't we all? being selfless 24/7 is almost impossible...



Just been into town n bought some lovely pretentious jeans and polo. Topman is gonna be the death of me! when did I get so materialistic!?!?!?!?



I NEED SOMETHING DRASTIC TO HAPPEN. I'm happy enough and looking forward to working the Leicester uni freshers.. but I'm just missing SOMETHING to make me content.


I'll think on it...

Happy Birthday to me...

...well I'm officially old, and officially had a load of confusion dropped at my door just now. Some people need to make their minds up about their lives before they drag people down with them. But hey.. I'm still fuckin here.. that should be enough of a demonstration to you!

stoke won 2nite. and I havn't felt sheer careless joy in such a long time. I loved every minute of the game tonight.

football how I have missed you!!!

I don't really have anything to say today.. I turn old tomorrow. going Stoke tonight.. good few days :)

brief internet

I'm home for my birthday. for a few days.

I like somebody.

in truth I've liked her for a long time.. it just never kickstarted. I won't force the issue though.

I want somebody that I can make happy and be everything for.. like.. there's no better feeling than knowing the smile on someone's face is because of something you've done.. Know what I mean?

I posted the most ridiculously lowly post last night.. I suppose I just hate night time when I'm drunk and have nobody to cuddle up with, hold, kiss their back and neck and have a giggle with.

Just waiting for things to fall into place!

Socialising is my oxygen right now!


eesh.